Topic: I need your prayers
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kristihunt1 Forum Member

Joined: 20 March 2010 Location: United States
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| Posted: 20 March 2010 at 6:41pm | IP Logged
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I am struggling terribly since I am currently unemployed and will be facing an eviction from my apartment. I am a recovering addict and willpower is not enough. I do not particularly care for AA Meetings, but have been to rehab a couple of times and that seems to have at least provided me with the knowledge regarding my disease. My only sibling passed away 6/15/2007 due to his long-term addiction and I saw what that did to my family. I don't know what to do. I don't want my addiction to take my life and then I will selfishly torment my family again. I think GOD is my only answer. I've been working so hard to find a new job. I'm willing to do anything from cleaning toilets to working as a business manager. My qualifications, references, and work experience are excellent. It's just that there are no jobs available. And, I think now that I am almost 43, I have less of a chance of getting jobs. The younger applicants that hold a college degree seem to get picked over me because they have such high energy, are enthusiastic, and also work for lower pay. But, honestly, I'll do anything as long as it will pay the bills. I don't believe any task is beneath me. I'm very humble when it comes to that.
So, my prayer request is that I can have a better relationship with God, I can get back to church on a regular basis (I'll be there tomorrow with my Mom, and maybe if nothing more, God will give me peace and show me the the direction he wants for my life. It's not up to me, it's up to the Lord. I just need answers. I'm so tired of existing and not living. I want to find peace, happiness, and prayer.
So, if anyone/everyone could pray for me I would greatly appreciate it.
God Bless,
Edited by sslibby - 20 March 2010 at 10:46pm
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